glamorandgore

fell in love with this editorial xo

 

Short hair is so much more me. But I will say it was very hard to cut off 8 inches I worked so hard to grow it out. But I love what Nicki did! What do think better long or short?

xoxoxo

i'm sick of america.. blah

last night was the JCPENNY charity event. it was fun. got photos with santa, open bar & gift bags. after the event we stopped by cinespace & said happy birthday to jacob.

i can't believe christmas is next week.. where did this year go? do you have any new years plans yet? i want to go to miami..

xxoo

The down fall of living in ny is winter. It makes me so unmotivated. Ive been trying to record as much as possoble so I have songs ready to perform in spring/summer. I just got done with a song i did called "I'll show you" witch I did with Redman. I hope you guys are going to like it.I wanted to do something more dancey.Its def my favorite song so far. Cant wait to perform it. we just need to get it mastered next week..than i can put it out. itunes takes 3-6 weeks to put up a song lameee

My music video for "Fast Lane" is getting edited at post works the next few weeks. They still need to do so much to the film,and than we need to edit all the hours we have.. so much work and money.. But we didnt want it to be half assed so…

featuring the aural fixations/visual manipulations of P. Emerson Williams, the artwork of--& special appearance by—Joshua Petker, & portrayals by Dirk Mai & Julia Romanenko

(a note):

† "Flouncing About" is the companion piece
for "Pained and Painted" †

&
here's the accompanying

.. : text : ..


FLOUNCING ABOUT

like a spotlit
cartoon, he's a moment he's

a move-
ment of the slack

jawed smooth
syllabled character he becomes

spouting carefully oiled
phrases out eleven p.m. dead

alive and half awake enough
to brush his teeth with crystal

meth with entourage of
gnats and flies for a fan Club

Boy flexes a smile wide
as a billboard shiny

synthetic and white as asbestos
stirred up, mainlined

prepped right
out of the can because

life is like a
bare-boned rig, he

says so
he'll just grit his

teeth and take it, fake
it till he makes it: Club

Boy's latest con-
versation with mirrors, his bulls-

eyed pupils breathe tales of old
friends smeared together, strangers

now as he looks
at himself foam green some

preface with "sea" color
coordinated clothing…

w/ Dee Sinder of Twisted Sister

it's been freekin cold all week long and I'm loving it! My EVER leather jacket with the vampire collar is keeping me reallyyyy warm. I finally put my new couch together [little did I know it needed assembling].

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